How is it that:

How is it that the U.S. Government can be 3 trillion in debt and I am a month behind on my phone bill and the collectors call me?

How is it that when the Government is that much in debt the President can find enough money somewhere to give out stimulus checks and I cant scrape enough up to go out to eat?

How is it that I am looked down open because I attend AA meetings yet the guy who just fell the bar stool isn't the one with the problem?

How is it that my partner and I aren't an appropriate environment to raise a child in yet an ex convict and her abusive boyfriend are allowed to?

How is it that a Presidential candidate does not put himself on the ballet in my state because Michigan's votes do not matter?

How is it that oh well you get the picture. Life seems to be filled with things that do not make sense to me. We are supposed to be a free country yet I feel suffocated by the restraints set on us by people who really do not represent me. I now have a presidential candidate that didn't bother to put himself on my states ballet because in the long run it would not have mattered. So my vote doesn't count? Why not 1 vote for everyone. Count them all up and that's the winner. 'Nough of the vote in August and in November.

I feel stifled. Like I am at a loss. Unmotivated. Uninspired. Unchallenged. Bored. I need something to stimulate me. Not sure what its going to be. Not sure when it will be. Not even sure what to look for. How it will happen or who it will involve. Unfocused is a good definition right now. Maybe too much on my plate. Hmm.